Monday, December 6, 2010

Mole (8)

Tumor … lump … swelling … mass… all is pointing to the one thing: You need to be checked.

I was working on fixing my teeth, few visits on the go I started to feel something not normal – like a rock - exactly on the left part of my face –, nothing painful to worry about I said it can be an acne as it is the most usual thing in our age, I shared that with mom she said leave it, it will go by itself, the other next week I still had to follow up on my dentist appointments – as I was working on “tagem snan :) ” just kidding it’s just a casual workout- I shared this with my dentist because it didn’t go and I started to suspect an infection - I thought maybe the clique is not hygienic, it’s my first try to them- , he examined that area – very professionally, in a way I started to think (wal kol had?!) -, he said: inshalah khair, just go check with a surgeon. I didn’t worry that much I kept on my teeth fixing plan and arranged to start with surgeons channel thingy.

While time was passing and I was learning, I started to know that this rock I had is one of these rude guests. I realized that our body does scream but we just keep on ignoring that because simply we are young and we take things –again- for granted. One of the doctors I have seen he said: Oh its most likely a new bone is growing?!!!, WHAT?, I’m 27 which bones are left to grow – eshe ykasser 3damak -.

My second occurrence, I had these signs –this time I didn’t ignore because I learned, while on the other hand my doctors did (doctors should take a whole mole to share)-. First sign my wrist was hurting – I kept swallowing pain killers like I was 90 years old – second sign my whole left hand was hurting – and I tried to release the stress in me as much as I could -, I was hearing my body is screaming, shared that with my doctors (they didn’t listen), even my first collapse their first response to it was muscle cream.

Honey, no one knows your body as much as you do – just go ahead and check. One of the cancer patient’s duties is to arise your awareness, and for now I CARE about you more than you do, I want to save you the pain – I’ll keep the joy for myself :) - and remember the earlier is the better.

I’m stage 4 – Unfortunately there is nothing on earth could catch mine before without that rude guest and there is "no stage 5 honey, there is no stage 5". - And this is exactly in my case, however never lose hope.

If you don’t know how to examine yourself, I can help. I’ll teach you. If we found something don’t worry we will start with antibiotic, if not that’s fine – relax- it can be anything, if not that’s even fine it can be benign (Hameed), if not that is fine there is stage 1,and 2,and 3a,and 3b,EVEN 4 is not that bad whatever your type is you can be healed - Insha’Allah -, and guests are not the only the sign, the unexplained weight loss, weight gain, caough, head acke can be a scream as well.

Have you seen the signs hanged in the roads? (ana fa7aset, enti fa7sti?) Did you? – laish yamma, sho btestanno? – Guys you are not excluded, you can have breast cancer as well– and we are not just talking about breast cancer here, there is a whole world out there that we keep fearing and running from, and I’m trying to give you a “wake up” call.

Please – and I speak my heart here -, if you think you will enjoy my stories without learning then I can guarantee you, you are 100% causing yourself cancer.

Please, Listen to your body it will tell you what is wrong.

3 comments:

  1. You are an extremely loving caring kind person .... cherish and nurture your hope, hope is a beautiful thing Ola, and becomes a must when it is hope in God, HE will never let you down.

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  2. where are Moles 1&4!! got me now ?

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  3. 3ammi, I'm keeping them le '3ayah fi nafs ya3koob :).. ill share them when it is the time 3ammi, i won't be selfish.

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