“Cancer is a full time job” said kris car.
She is right; I had to take along vacation from my employer to focus on what is next since my cancer is not giving me a break.
Actually it did, for a year?! Though during this year 3 tumors have grown yet I didn’t feel them till recently.
How many people have cancer inside of them and they still didn’t experience it? A LOT.
Putting myself in their shoes would I like to know about that? I don’t know, I don’t deny that cancer has changed me positively in a way or another, yet I don’t deny how hard it is.
In my case the big news kept on coming, hey you have a very aggressive cancer.. It’s in its late stages… we can’t find the primary.. We can’t stop it … it can go to anywhere.. We will deal with it case by case... What the HECK?! !each time you are going to cut me up? Dude, I like SAW movie I don’t want to be part of it.
And here the stress is, in every and each time I had to be tested or experience an occurrence I will have to go in the same dilemma, to be stressed out and take a decision accordingly.
A life decision.
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