Mole (17)

So, I started to lose the “Gold”…

When I was a kid lots lots of kids used to ask me: How come you have a blonde hair? I used to reply: Well, Lights was "ON" when Mom gave birth to me at home :) - Sarcasm is "built in" in my personality :) -.
“Gold” in my hair nickname, AKA “Sharasheeb el Dora” on my family board…

I believe your personality is reflected on how your hair looks like; people my type can’t handle long hair treatments and caring. they keep on telling me dudes like long hair!!! … I say to myself… is the “to be” dude going to shower my gold every day? – bcoz my hair is too damn greasy by its nature - and do me a hair style of the day without charging me 5 JD, or 12 JD for every inch trimming?! My believe,these things are time consumers … while short hair program is … wake up … head to work! Oh, wash up first :) … then head to work.

During my recent therapy consultations, I asked the doctor: Are there any symptoms I’m going to experience during my therapy? He Said: No, it’s just that you will lose “Hal sha3rat el 7elween!”… I said: “Mesh mushkeleh ... el se77a aham!”, and he forgot to mention the collapses and weaknesses that will be increased of the left part of my body … what to say he is a typical Male :).

Putting losing the hair in mind and taking the first move before cancer does… I had a very lovely boy cut recently – not for the first time though :) - and I kept on trimming it during the therapy for many reasons:


. First, since my hair is greasy I need to help myself to handle my showering with one hand on daily bases.
. Short hair is WAY much easier to take care of.
. Losing hair when your hair is short is much much psychologically better. Than waking up in the morning and finding a wig on your pillow which will freak the hell out of you (& this is one of my secret tools I have it listed and it really HELPS me to beat cancer, which I would love to share with you through a whole mole after this journey Insha’Allah).
. Boy cut is my favorite and it fits me – I believe -.
. Finally, I could manage to get the trimming free of charge :) - Life is good -.

Few days ago, I received a checkup call from my best friend … part of the conversation was: “How are you doing these days? Feeling any better?”....” Oh, I’m stable Hamdellah and I started to lose my hair”, I said … she said: “Me too! it's winter time and everyone loses their hair now days!”… How cute and caring this girl is! she is a real bless.

As mom is now following me with “Ma2assheh” to collect the falling hair and sometimes to kick my butt because I keep on moving a lot… I honestly honestly will feel bad about “el Gassa l2enha Btjannen, & I look too damn French in it :(”.